fear is his master.
and he knows if he doesn't take action, if i move on,
he'll be "heartbroken" and he'll have
inspiration for his next album.
this is his game.
it's insincere, it's not real
its purpose has never been to manifest something in reality.
this is why smart women stay away from musicians.
musicians will never be satisfied with the reality of love from one woman.
they need the massive adoring crowd.
they use the woman any way they can,
to get the inspiration that will put themselves back in front of the massive adoring crowd.
love from one person would never be enough, it isn't enough.
that's why he doesn't take action, why he doesn't make it real.
why all of these years have passed and in reality he has only pushed me away.
but his songs tell a different story - because that story is what gets him his massive crowd,
his one true love.
