if i could go back and do it again i would have tunnel vision.
i wouldn't have allowed myself to drift in any other direction.
i wouldn't have put my trust in people who have repeatedly proven
they can not be trusted.
i wouldn't have watched, i wouldn't have felt, i wouldn't have listened.
if i could do it again i wouldn't have put my future
in another's hands, not literal or subliminal.
i would have left the brakes off the car.
i would have destroyed them.
