it gives her so much satisfaction
so much arrogant pleasure
to have me hurting like this
for her to "win"
and all the years she's been such a sneaky bitch to me
mocking me and my art
all the years she was paranoid
and i never touched him
and he never touched me
and now she gets the smug satisfaction
of seeing me like this
congratulations
you can have him
you can spends the rest of your days
wondering if you can trust him
