30 November 2008

dissection

i put myself under a microscope
i zoom in
i dissect myself
i analyze and over-analyze
every action, every thought,
every aspect of my physical being
i tear myself to pieces
and inspect each piece
until i find its flaws
then i focus on those flaws
and reject that piece of myself
i do this with all the pieces
until i've completely destroyed myself-
completely destroyed all i was,
all i am, all i could be.